The Recovery Radio Podcast - KMP3 - Long-Term Sobriety in A.A.

Episode #20 - "Restored to Sanity"

Recovery Radio - KMP3 Season 1 Episode 20

I hope this offers hope to anyone struggling with the obsession. 
In this episode, I read from pages 84-85 in the Big Book, where it describes being restored to sanity (this relates to the first drink).  It is my favorite thing in the book, as it is all I ever wanted, and is my experience on this day.